An Ode to Anxiety

Below is the shittiest compilation of words ever to be typed into the fickle debauchery contained in the interweb’s cyberspace, but writing this horrendous mess placated me through a full-blown anxiety attack.

And for this vomit of words, I am extremely grateful.

I know that I’m
Going to school
Today
I know that I’m
Losing my mind
Today
But I won’t
Take my
Laptop, with me
Because I’m not
In control
of me
I know of my
Anxiety
I know that I’m
Insane, slightly
I know that we
Have to believe
That things won’t go
Oh so, badly
I’m losing my
Mind in
This song
I know that my
Control
Is gone
But this is where
Our souls
Are drawn
And this is what
We lost
Them on
If I stop this
And close
My eyes
I can’t give you
A reason
Why
This song is so
Embarrassing
But I feel like
Panic is fading
I know that I
Have lost
My mind
But I’ll leave those
Dead Fears
Behind
This is the end
Please don’t
Make fun
I know that you
Will laugh
A Ton
I know of my
Anxiety
I know that I’m
Insane
Greatly.

Everyone has something that keeps them from falling apart. Mine are nonsensical words that I later refuse to acknowledge came from my pretentious hand.

My lord, this is my 100th post. Not a milestone I am particularly proud of, at the moment.

At least I can breathe, again.

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